Saturday, December 15, 2001

Blogger ate my post.

I feel depressed tonight. I don't feel like doing anything. I can't even sit in front of the tv and zone because I get 1 channel and it's so staticy it drives me up a wall. I don't even want to play harvest moon tonight. *sigh*

I want the escaflowne movie just so I can listen to the music. Never mind that I have the whole soundtrack on my computer.

I wish I had money so I could buy dinner for tomorrow. Otherwise it's probably going to be rice again. Not that I dislike rice. I like rice. I'm babbling.

I want to do a KiSS doll of Aya, but I have a whole bunch of other dolls I need to do first. I need to finish Multi and I need to do Lucas. Maybe then I'll do Aya. I was looking through all the oekaki pictures on my harddrive and I found this really old picture of Aya and I was all "awww, aya-chan!!"

I've been having wierd dreams lately but then I forget them.

Friday, December 14, 2001

I had tacos for breakfast and pancakes for dinner. What a wierd day.

I turned my blumaroo into a chomby I think it looks cuter now. Now I'm gonna save my money and make it a cloud chomby because those look so cuuute! I wish I knew how to make my kacheek into a robot kacheek 'cause those're so cute.
I had tacos for breakfast. *laughs*

Thursday, December 13, 2001

I usually try to check out the "keenime site spotlight" thingie. After reading this week's, I would like to point something out. YAOI IS NOT A VERB!
*sings "decide" loudly*

I love HAL.
It's raining today. Damn this crazy spokane weather.

Eh? AIM is being funkeh and a half. AND A HALF!

*puts water on for ramen* *holds an eggplant up and dances around* Ramen daaaaaa!

Wednesday, December 12, 2001

*points* Sam, did I forget to send you the skin of Asuka I made? ^_^;;

I hafta peeeeeeeeeeeeee!! *runs around* *runs to the potty*

I swear the manager turns the heat down at like 7. It's freezing now, but not so bad during the day. i'm hardly here during the day.

I got some funny search engine hits.
How to draw la blue girl <--- that's so effing funny to me for some reason (yes, I know what la blue girl is)
jesus christ action figure <--- okay, it amuses me anyone would be LOOKING for that *heehee*
IT'S SNOWING! *dances like lian in da snow*
Well, I was in a good mood until I went to the oekaki board and read the responses I'd gotten on my Lucas drawing. It's almost enough to make me cry. I had some write three individual posts on why cutting myself is stupid. (Uh, hello! IT's not a drawing of me! I'm not even suggesting it's cool!!) And someone who just short of told me I wasn't good enough to post on the professional board. It's enough to make me want to cry. Why do I seem to attract people who are mean to me?

I'm not going to be petty. I'm not going to get angry. And I'm not going to cry.

On a happy note, I got lunch today. Or rather, got taken out to lunch. Then my sister and my dad I went over to compusa where my sister and I spent most of our time there playing with the "mixman" machine. It was fun. I was laughing so hard. Then we discovered the "force feedback" joysticks and steering wheels. *heheheh*

And then I came home to... god, I don't even KNOW what I've done. I can take criticism of my artwork (and I have, I'm an ART MAJOR). It's not that. It's the people who seem to be personally attacking me for my drawing. I don't know what I've done, I just don't know... I have to leave for class now.

Tuesday, December 11, 2001

I got ANOTHER call for nathan on my machine. Ummm... Nathan don't live here. I don't really want to have people be all "GRRR! He does so!" so I figure if they want to think Nathan's a jerk who doesn't answer calls, that's better than them thinking I'm a jerk who lives with Nathan but won't admit it.

I have painting today. We're getting evaluated. It's scary. >_< I hope I do at least okay. I also got one of my contemporary church papers back and I got a b+ instead of my usual b-! WHOO!

Got until next friday drawn on my comic, but I only have until this wednesday inked and scanned and stuff. x_X I don't get to see the scanner until thursday. Don't know what I'll do for thursday.

Some... one or thing... went around scratching at all the doors on the floor. It was creepy. I thought it might have been my sister 'cause I told her that if she ever knocked on my door by scratching on it like a cat, I'd probably assume she was some kind of psycho. And it would be like her to do that to trip me out. ^__^;; After whatever it was scratched on my door, I looked out the little peephole and nothing was there, but I could hear it scratching on the door I can't see out the peep hole. Creepy, ne?

Monday, December 10, 2001



Take the What Cat Are You? test by webkin!

If I were a work of art, I would be Pablo Picasso's Three Musicians.

I am colourful and provoking, always looking to break out of the mould and to pioneer new ways of doing things. I have a jaunty outlook and although I am a bit weird, most people have some idea what I'm about.

Which work of art would you be? The Art Test

I have new cuts on my hands today. Owwwiieeeee. *cries*

I'm re-reading fight club. I'm already half way through it and I haven't actually sat down to read it yet, it's mostly been when I have a few short minutes here and there. Oh, Jack.

Sunday, December 09, 2001

I have to work on my web design project tonight, so no oekaki. I'm happy because a comic in which I do not personally know the artist linked to me. YAY! *throws confetti*

Urgh, I need help.